ALL FIGURES AND VIEWS EXPRESSED IN THIS POST ARE MY OWN AND HAVE BEEN COLLECTED AND COLLATED PERSONALLY. IN NO WAY HAVE THEY BEEN VERIFIED OR SECONDED AS ACCURATE OR CORRECT.

This ones gonna be real heavy and not for the faint hearted. I never used to have a place to do this, but now I do and the academy helped me to find it. Somewhere to get things off my chest and let others help me with. Most of whom are going through the same thoughts and feelings as myself, and those who are not feeling the same, to critcise me and then I can learn from that. So here goes….

Ok. I am studying a Bachelor of the Arts Degree in Technical and Production Arts. This course is all about gaining a knowledge of the stage and how the production teams are structured and how they all merge together to create all different types of performance. Within my course their are 3 strands. These are; Design, Applied Arts and Production. I myself have chosen to follow the production strand. This decision must be made before entering the course and also prior to the interview. The production strand is then broken down again into 3 specific subjects, which are (but not limited to) Stage Management, Technical Stage Management and Production Electrics.

Stage Manager

1. To serve as overall supervisor of the stage and actors for (a theatrical production).

2. To direct or manipulate from behind the scenes, as to achieve a desired effect.

Production Electrician

The senior member of the theatre’s stage lighting team, although not necessarily the lighting designer.

Technical Stage Manager

A worker in a theater who is in overall charge of the flying elements and movement of scenery during the set up and running of a performance.

I thought I’d put those in to let everyone know what several different dictionaries describe each job as. Now onto my point.

Technical theatre and production isn’t just a job. It has to be your life. It’s not 9-5 and it’s not lecture theatre and exam based to train for. It requires physical, hands-on work to get it right and to practice it. Its just so happens now that in the world we all live in and have created that a degree tends to get you pretty far. I also fully understand that this is not always the case. So if your going to be spending your life doing something then surely you know something about it. I mean, you’ve been involved in professional or amatuer shows, theatre, events, live music, a school musical at least?

Some people are very, very serious about what it is they do for a living. I am one of them. I don’t like to be working on a show with bad energy. This often occurs when people make a rubbish job of it, not because they are incapable, but because they think “It’s just another show”. I’ve also spent  nearly half my life working on loads, and loads of shows and different types of productions.

Bare with me and don’t worry I’m not drifting here.

So, I finally decide that at some point in my life technical theatre was for me. This is it. “When I grow up I want to do the lights”. Think about it long and hard and then apply to some courses. Turns out first year went a bit in the wrong direction in terms of what I applied to do. My choices in 2007 were either RSAMD or QMU. Unfortunately I got into neither and probably for all the right reasons. RSAMD at that time seemed so distant and I headed off to Reid Kerr for a year. What an unforgettable experience. Of course, some was good, some was bad. I then went back the RSAMD in 2008 with a new view and different outlook on things, and thanks to Reid Kerr, I got in. I wasn’t the only person who had been trying for a second time and when I got their on my first day I knew I wouldn’t look back on my choice.

In the first few weeks at RSAMD I am to discover the following things. (Please note these are after all the reshuffling between strands)

Stage Management Count: 6

TSM Count: 2

Electricians Count: 5

Total is 13 decided and only 1 person I know of to be undecided at this time.

This seemed like a good spread across all the specialisms and like a good way to make up the production teams. Afterall during the application and the interviewing process you are asked, but no final word has to be given, to indicate what it is you would be most likely to pick. This TO ME would mean that everyone is interviewed and then rejected/accepted based on what it is they say here regarding specialism choices. E.G. It is just not possible to accept 14 Technical Stage Managers, 14 Stage Managers, or 14 Electricians because the course cannot work or run efficiently. Their must be a good blend between them all. I understand fully that people may change,  and have no doubts that the lecturers are thinking of this when awarding places on the course. People have now changed their minds, (Of course they have, they are allowed to afterall, their only human beings, it’s what we do). I believe the numbers are now as follows;

Stage Management Count: 2

TSM Count: 3

Electricians Count: 8

Total is 13 decided and still only 1 person I know of to be undecided at this time.

Now for the questions which I am asking myself over and over again.

Why is this happening? What does it mean for everyone else? Will you get to have a go at the bigger roles next year, knowing yourself that you would like the challenge? Will their be interference between different knowledge backgrounds? Explaining the basics again? Are people seriously thinking about what they are doing? How this will affect their future? When they get into third year they will be taking on a management role? If your picking electrics for example and graduate with a specialism in it. Then future employers will no doubt want you to be working up a tallescope when it’s extended at 9  metres? If you are picking Technical Stage Management then furture employers will no doubt be need you to lift heavy objects for long perdiods of time is this suited to you? If your picking stage management then building good relationships quickly, and excellent people skills are absolutely essential? Have people decided that stage management is to ‘Officy’, TSM is to much like hard work and lots of grafting, and LX is an easy option out? Or vice versa on this stance in any way at all. Is LX and TSM to much work and being in the office doing propping is easiest?

I just don’t know. These aren’t points I’m making. They are questions.

These are just some of things I have been thinking about. The latter of those are what I have based my choice around. Fully knowing what will be expected of me when I leave.

Something else which had came to me is that although you have a specialism in one area, you still have a degree in Technical and Production Arts. Everyone on the course who graduates will leave with the same bit of paper.

I’m publishing this now not in a bitching or annoying manner, that is never, ever my intentions. I’m trying to help everyone in the same position as me and also to understand my own thoughts and feelings on what could be a massive decision which I feel has been brushed off as “Nothing at all”.

I hope I haven’t offended anyone, and if I have then I’ll be willing to talk about what I have written here.

I’m also not mocking anything. I am living the dream with what I am doing and know I won’t make millions from my job, but I know I will make people go away saying “That looked amazing”, like I have done myself with so many things I have seen.

Shout to Nighthawk. Who gave me some of the inspiration and material for this post. Thanks man. You help me alot.